Why tell someone you love them if you dont mean it ? it doesnt make sense .. you say ” i love you” in a voice that completely contradicts the statement … whats the point in pretending ? when you could just tell the truth ? please dont think youre doing me any favors by tellin me you love me when you dont mean it .. its not helping anyone in the long run, it doesnt make this any easier for me .. id rather know the truth
sometimes I have to legit remind myself not to lose my mind over the little things .. don’t sweat the small stuff, ya know ? but I do .. yesterday I told me boyfriend how much I hate being ignored in the middle of an argument, or just in general and how much it bothered me. Then last night we got into a fight and he seriously ignored me for hours on end, until today actually .. now I’m NOT that girl that wears her heart on her sleeve and is all open to talking about feelings so when I say something, my suggestion would be to take heed ! Then today I asked him like THE simplest question ever ! I asked him if we could still go to ihop on a date next week, my treat! All he would have to do is take the bus to the restaurant, he goes I guess but I really don’t feel like taking the bus.. I almost shitted myself I was soooo mad! this is the same dude that I would leave school, pick up food for, get on the bus for, and then walk to his school to give him food and see him before a game, when I still had to make it back to work via la guagua ! I didn’t think I was asking for all that much, 1 dollar and 5 cents to take a bus ride.. I didn’t ask him to pay for me or even HIMSELF but apparently that’s not doable ! This is the same boy that claims I don’t make time for him because I’m always at work .. Well he doesn’t have work practice or a game, so what’s his excuse ? But I’m always wrong ! He’s so selfish and he never sees fault in himself, just in others .. I’m stubborn as hell but when I’m wrong, I’m wrong & I’m more than willing to admit that .. Whatever, I don’t know why I’m constantly so surprised by this shit, its all typical guy stuff, I guess I just gotta stop getting my hopes up that things will change, you’d think I would know better by now, I guess ill never learn ..
when you’re alone and someone walks in
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